Dear diary,

I feel so unwanted. People always tend to sit away from me or just ignore

me. I tried talking to my mum about it but she just…ignored me? Said

that I am dramatic? Today for example I was sitting in class and the

teacher said that we make a group of two or three for a project. People

started gathering and made groups and I just sat there waiting for

someone to choose me, but no one did. The teacher had to put me in a

group with people because I wasn’t chosen by any. I feel so bad. They

make me feel so different.

All of this because I don’t fit their version of “normal.” It’s like no matter

how much I try, I’m always the outsider. I watch how they laugh, how

they talk to each other so easily, and it feels like I’m standing behind a

glass wall, banging for someone to notice me. But they never do. And

when I finally get the courage to speak, it feels like my words are

invisible.

Sometimes I wonder if there’s something wrong with me… or if people

just choose to look past me. It’s a lonely kind of pain, diary, the type that

makes you question your own worth. I just wish, for once, someone

would pick me without the teacher having to force it. I wish someone

would see me.